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我的一株兰花

在呵护中死去

在失望中抽芽抽穗

长长的叶子

碧绿的醉意

这是我在江宁

少有的回忆

心绪卑微

丢弃了金华的千山万水

沉寂于往事的欢喜

一生啊

到底在追寻什么

才这般累

希望自由自在的活着

却结茧自缚

把自己关进去

我并不希望有蝴蝶般的绚丽

只希望自由的活着

淡然死去

但是这种奢望

只在梦里

*今天把Hh与Correa‘s cascade综述投稿到中国细胞生物学学报上，这是我8个月的心血，上午投稿，下午已经被编辑送出外审，稿件要或者不要，我都尽力了，写这篇综述，导致心力憔悴，接着6月的南京电视台采访又要开始，感慨之至，写这首小诗缓解心理压力。

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